November – a month to remember

So much have happened this November. I can’t believe I have done something productive in that month. Indeed, it is going to change my life. Yes ! I have written GRE (Graduate record examination) and TOEFL (Test of English as a Foreign language) twice within that month πŸ˜€ Since I have not performed well in my first attempt I had to retake :/ Anyway I did not worry much. Why should I worry when I have got the world’s best dad πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€ The one person who does everything for me no matter what! My first best friend in fact. πŸ™‚ Have started applying for the universities in USA to pursue my MS in MIS. I am planning to pursue my course in the fall 2015.

Only God knows what would happen! “Man proposes and God disposes” is the proverb which lingers in my mind for the past few days. Only Indian children will know the struggle they will go through when they are in the mid-twenties. Particularly like me, who does not know what to do in their life and bewildered by the things parents do. Indian parents are very pushy and scrupulous in choosing the soul mate for their children. I wonder what makes them obsessed in me getting married that too at this age. For God’s sake I am just 24! I too have dreams, desire and passion in my life.They are no hindrance towards my desire or goals. But they being so worried about me getting married so soon, really bothers me.

Why do not they take a break? My only wish right now is to get admission from at least one of the universities which I am going to apply. My parents say that they are looking for a guy who is well settled and have got a great job. But I do not understand, what if that guy also expects the same from me? 😦 I am nobody now. I want to stand on my feet. I want to chase my dreams.I want to be independent. I do not need a guy to be happy and content in my life. I need freedom to choose the way to lead MY life and follow my dreams. I am happy with my life as it is.:) Fingers crossed πŸ™‚

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Clueless

I must definitely be an optimist πŸ˜‰ Yes. That is what I found in myself after almost a year!

My life is mysterious πŸ˜€ Every day thrills me.Because I may become anyone on any day! πŸ˜› Yes.I can choose my path now.Its funny at least to me that how I felt about myself every single day.Some days I wanna become an artist.Some days I wanna join in a music band πŸ˜› Some days I wanna become an interior designer and some other days a fashion designer.I know.I got to work towards that.
But I feel that just thinking to become something itself is a sign of victory πŸ˜‰

Only few people dare to leave a job to become someone they wish to be. I am one among them πŸ˜€ I have no regrets in my life.Because I would rather say “I don’t believe I have done that” than “I wish I could have done that” πŸ˜‰

Every creature in this world has a reason for its birth.I am searching for mine ❀
Clueless about where my life is heading.
So people out there who are in same situation as mine,
keep calm and eat aam πŸ˜€ πŸ˜›
Something good is awaiting πŸ˜‰ πŸ™‚

Nostalgic

Smell of hot pakadas mixed in the air.People with hope and devotion in their eyes walked all over the streets.The market area which would appear like festival season throughout the year. All these things took me back to another world.

Yes. The most wonderful place where I lived for the past 23 years! MYLAPORE- The place which brings tons of memories that I long to relive every moment! Things change. People leave. Memories stay! The three facts I learnt in my life so far. The reason behind people holding on to memories is that is the only that doesn’t change.

I spent my entire childhood in this most beautiful place.Childhood is the best thing that ever happened to me! Carefree life. No expectations ,disappointments,responsibilities!! The happiest days of my life πŸ™‚ When I was child , I always wanted to grow up! Never thought about the consequences πŸ˜€ Most awesome thing happened few months back. Got the contacts of my childhood friends πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

Talking to our oldest friend will help us to realize how much life has changed. Have been planning for a get to together for the past few months but it never happened till date 😦 Hope I meet them soon to share thousands of precious memories πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚Β Mylapore  Kapaleeswarar Temple

Pure love

This human life is temporary. Everyone needs someone they can count on.

Its the soul in every human which has to be loved! Not the skin which covers the beautiful soul hidden inside.LOVE – a wonderful term which is indescribable.It can only be felt not seen.

Love has many forms.Parents-Children love.Husband-Wife love.Brother-Sister love.Friend’s love.There is a famous saying that “All is fair in love and war” which is true to my knowledge.Love can destroy or create a human being.The purest form of love is aΒ mother’s love- Unconditional !!!Β No matter what ,she will love you into bits. The well wisher,friend,adviser,care taker,guide,teacher and what not!??

Recently I saw a video which brought tears to my eyes.It was an interview conducted through video call.The interviewer freaked out people by saying the terms and conditions for the job.People went nuts hearing the instructions and conditions.Here goes the job description:

  • No leave was applicable ! 24×7 hours work. Yes! All 365 days you need to work your ass off! :O
  • Most of the time you need to stand and no seats will be provided. 😦
  • Must be available anytime and no sleeping business.
  • Should work even if you are unwell.
  • The most important and the final condition is that you will not be paid for your job !! :O

It scared people to death ! And when they asked what Β the job was all about , tears flowed from their eyes πŸ˜₯ πŸ˜₯

He said its “MOM” ..

Yes my eyes got wet. I wanted to hug my mom.What more Β can she do for you?? Absolutely nothing !! She will start loving you before you enter into this world! I started believing that love is blind after realizing this most incredible mother’s love.The best thing you can do for her is reciprocate the love that she Β showers on you.

You taught me everything and you are my everything MOMMYΒ β™₯

 

hApPiNeSs

Well, in this super fast life one doesn’t find time for himself. Right from the time you wake up in the morning until you hit your pillow in the night, there are millions and trillions of things runs in your mind.

Now a days finding time for your loved ones has become very less.I feel blessed that I have got hell a lot of time for my loved ones as well as for myself πŸ˜€ I am always happy because I take things in such a way that it has got nothing to make me sad πŸ˜‰ If it does then definitely its time to ignore that totally !! πŸ˜€ Go for what makes you happy.

There comes a point in everyone’s life to make life time decision. It came to my life as well. I chose wisely. And I am happy with what IΒ have done. Yes don’t live for others,after all its your damn life and YOU got to LIVE your life not others! Count your blessings not your sorrows. Here goes the list of things which makes me happy.

  • Singing my heart out πŸ™‚ πŸ˜€
  • Making a portrait of something I love πŸ™‚
  • Getting lost in a novel before I fall asleep πŸ™‚
  • A walk all alone with headphones on πŸ˜‰
  • Non stop chatting with my loved ones πŸ˜› πŸ˜€
  • Deep talks with my dad πŸ™‚Β β™₯
  • Watching waves in the early morning and getting my foot wet by the sea waves πŸ˜€
  • Taking important decisions in life in the shower πŸ˜€
  • Dancing like a maniac in front of the mirror πŸ˜€
  • Getting a new dress πŸ˜‰ πŸ™‚

And the list goes on. So what makes you happy ??? Did you smile today ?? πŸ˜€Β β™₯

 

Feeling lively

Finally started to blog again Β β™₯


So many thoughts running in mind. But don’t Β know whether I can speak my mind. Somehow given Β a bold start to pen down Β my thoughts. Right now I am totally blank. Will pour my heart out in few days.

I owe you big time Kaushik (friend who inspired me a lot to blog)